Ok, I'm there with telling my H now. Need advice on that. Like I said, I'm afraid the dam will break and I will hurt him with things I don't need to.
I'll block OM from email. He wasn't suppose to know this email. I never used it with him that I remember. It is my name so he must have figured it out. Also, while on the topic, please don't use my real name here in DBland. The phone number can be talked about with my H when I tell him of the contact. I'm guessing he won't want to change it, but we'll see. He may want to get caller id again so I can see who is calling before I answer.
No, my clock isn't set back. These are not new thoughts. Just trying to work on my marriage and struggling.
Good to hear eventually these OM thoughts will go away. I do admit they are less. Like I said, I believe when my H and I get closer it will make a world of difference.
Yep, roommate groove...working on changing that.
dday- If my H thinks I communicate with xOM he isn't saying anything. There is no EA here. I don't want to be with OM, I just miss the feelings of being in a relationship. My H and I are only friends right now. I already said goodbye to OM.
