Hi, just wanted to let you all know that I am not feeling so crazy now. I think I can actually do this!
tonight should be a good night.
I want to state some positives and some goals.
+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + *H has been calling me asking what we are doing for dinner during the week *H drove 1/2 to my work to meet me for din *H went to grocery store and called me while he was there to see if we needed anything *H went to pick up my medical records for me to take to the ENT *H initiated ML and was very passionate Thursday, and even expressed it in words by saying that he was hoping I would go into the bathroom *H thanked me for doing the Halloween shopping *H has been affectionate *I've been feeling more stable emotionally *I haven't started any fights in 3 weeks and 6 days!! woo woo!!! I think the record is 5 weeks, I have gone a month once or twice, three weeks once or twice...GOTTA make it last!! *This bb has been amazing to me for my progress. Just knowing that there are people here to support me, to give me feedback, and who are dealing with similar issues, etc.
goals goals goals goals goals goals goals goals *I will stop obsessive thoughts *I will have confidence in myself & my worth *I will continue to bite my tongue *I will look SeXy tonight *I will spend time with gf. tomorrow *I will listen to h with compassion *I will accept him for who he is (work on) *I will not blame him for my problems.
