Is this the end of my marriage?

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I thought about today of dropping her a text saying I was sorry for nearly drowning her yesterday, twice and for being a little quiet as I was very tired (which I was). Again, I thought NC so I couldn't send it.

My only solution to my situation is to stop all contact with her and my D completely.

You know what, if you absoluetly need to, drop text messaging from your plan, seriously, it's one of the worst inventions ever when it comes to this stuff.

Let her contact you! Capiche?

The last two texts I've had were initiated by her. Not me. I completely agree both text messaging and IM are one of the worst inventions ever. No tone, no voice inflections, no emotion ... nothing!

And why would you stop all contact with your D? What would compell you to say that?

I would stop contact between my W and my D - my D is not my W's D but her step-D. I really don't want to stop that contact but because of the way my W is and the OM is (drugs, drinks heavily, smokes, walked away from his two kids, and seems to have a very immature attitude) then I am very reluctant to let me W spend time with my D on her own. She did agree that she could only spend time with my D with me.

If the OM moved back to where he came from then I think I would be happier to let my W spend time with my D on her own. Even if the relationship with the OM was still there as long as his bad influence wasn't around her house.

I'm not making conditions on it, as it may seem - get rid of the OM and you can see my D - but I do have concerns.