Changing the post title because I want to dwell on the positives in this right away.
You`re so right Cat re friendship. Really do feel propped up by all my friends. Am taking this one hour at a time and not rushing to be so strong so fast like I used to.
I`m on my own at home today! That so rarely happens! So I`m enjoying this too. Have lots of accident related stuff to attend to, and phone calls to make, but am relaxing in between, minding me.
I`m going to use the wham! of this accident to blast me into new 180 activity. Like just relaxing more and having more fun with the kids. Like, being on the phone to friends more often. H used to hate this-paranoid that I was talking about him but it was also about his controlling of my social contact.
I`m not going back to therapy. Not for a while anyway. I need time to figure this out on my own. Meditate and be quiet with it.
I`m going to row back on car trips! H will just have to get more involved with the kids in that way. Or they`ll have to learn that Mum just can`t do it all.
Another friend just arrived with bagloads of groceries.
