Hahahaha.. ok.. well, maybe you need to work on that! It IS a lot to forgive though, it definetly is so I dont know where you start..but if you want to stay M to him, you are going to have to forgive him sometime!!
I guess I handled it by just very pragmatically taking the position, he had a breakdown, he made a mistake, it wasnt malicious, he said he is sorry and WANTS ME BACK..so, I may as well forgive him. I did pretty quick in fact, maybe too quick! Who knows. I think I was just so grateful that the world had stopped spinning the wrong way on its axis and we were back together. The universe had delivered what I wanted, so I figured I should be gracious and thankful and that included forgiving him and letting it go.
Ha funny, bf started calling several times a day too. Freaky isnt it!?? After all that time apart, once they turn, suddenly they cant leave you alone. I remember when he got upset as I was an hour late home and he was about to ring the hospitals.. I couldnt help being incredulous.. but you didnt even SPEAK to me for 4 months!!! Anything could have happened to me and now you're worried because I am an hour late???
As for you not being attractive enough..WTF!!?? I've seen you and I've seen her picture.. um.. no contest. She looks like a hooker. Gummy!
Oh and stop with that needing to lose a few pounds stuff...you're as tiny as me !!!!
