I too read your post and wondered if you haven’t forgiven him yet?
Yet? Hmmm, did I ever say I have? Because NO I HAVENT!!!!
My female/woman's self-confidence in relation to him, is very low right now. Last night I saw a dream. I dont see dreams. Not often. Last night it was all about him and Christina and me in the middle. This is something I need to handle on my own but I just realised how bad it has affected me. I feel I am not pretty enough, not stylish enough, not sexy enough... I feel I am not woman enough for him. K
He has been calling A LOT. Talking to me about what he is doing in detail. At a point I thought "somebody tell him to stop, please!!!"
