I am just so tired of doing these 180's emmotionally. I was so high on Sunday and Monday, I was IN CONTROL...then BAM, out of control, everything is terrible, etc...

My paperwork is done. She asked it be done by tomorrow (this was 2 weeks ago, and the last time we talked about divorce). It's here...waiting for her when she comes home.


M: 33
W: 31
D: 11, 6; S:2
M: 11y T:15y (H.S. Sweethearts)
Seperated: 8/30/09
Met with Divorce Mediator 10/5/09
Divorce papers filed 11/13/09