Thanks everyone for your support and insight. I think my primary challenges are to be patient and stay upbeat. I have a very stressful job and dysfunction in my family of origin so sometimes the stress gets the best of me. I get so angry at how hurtful and insensitive my W has been/ continues to be, while at the same time missing her so much that my heart keeps breaking over and over. Trying to keep my hurt and sadness to myself, but she has come to expect it and looks for it. Regarding the WAS script, hearing those words makes me wonder how it will ever work. I guess that is part of the struggle is not knowing and accepting that I am going to be in limbo for some indefinite period of time. Thanks again!
