Journaling here.

Had a terrible dream that H and OW were hanging out again. I know it spawns from yesterday. H called around 5:30pm to say that he wasn't going to make it to see the girls because he had to work late. It sounded like such a lie and he's not a good liar. I asked him to tell the girls himself and proceeded to give each D the phone. I hung up after they both had spoken to H. H called back to tell me that he told them. I could tell that he felt bad about it.

I know it wasn't very nice of me but I didn't want to be the bad guy. I also wanted him to realize that there are consequences for what he does.

I hope he just went out for drinks with the guys. Sigh.


Me 37
H 41
2-dd's (2,3)
T-14
M-10
D-Day 6/18/09 (MOW ended their brief "love" affair a few weeks later)
Separated- 7/3/09