Geez he has me on a rollercoaster! after this mornings post I went to the doctor and she decided to start me on a low dose antidepressants to control my pain and help with the anxiety and she is going to refer me to a counsellor.My husband was curt with me whenever he talked and then all of a sudden I come out of the bathroom and he is standing in the doorway.He scared me so much I whacked him(that was satisfying) He said he is tired of fighting and we are lucky and wants to make-up.He said he wants to be happy and he tries to make me happy so he can be happy too by buying me things and trying to take me out when he can.Isnt that what I want? He was ticking it off his fingers- he said if I go and spend a few hundred dollars on you will you be happy?I want us to get along and I want to get into your bed. Its not like I havent told him all I want is to be listened to and shown i'm thought of, to not assume the worst of me. He is going to find a group but it sound like a group of spouses of sick people or something? He said ok now we have to make up after 24 hours after a fight,give each other more leeway and he doesnt want to leave if he can at all help it. I was prepared to do the lrt after this morning- dont know where I'm at or what I should be doing- if I hold back too much he will get upset but I have no happiness to show him I am so hurt and wary. What do I do?
