You're completely right MsM about Wee Man's birthday feeling surreal. It also felt good though. And right if thatm akes sense. That's what it should be like. The only person not wanting it lilke that is my W. Not a lot I can do to change that at the moment though.
Today's a hard day. It would be a very happy one had circumstances been different. It should be my 3rd wedding anniversary. Instead, I'll be collecting Wee Man after work and I imagine my W will be going out for a meal with her bf. At least one of us will get out for dinner for the anniversary!
Truth be told, I'm not as bothered about her and her bf as I once was but it's still hard to think of him taking my place in what was pretty much everything I ever wanted in life. I know he'll never be Wee Man's dad but he very well may just get everything else I held dear in my marriage. That's a bitter pill to swallow.
We can only go onwards though. What doesn't kill me will only make me stronger and all that nonsense!
Kev
Me: 32, Wife: 22 Son: 2 Married: 2 years Separated: January 5th 2009
Sometimes you have to become lost before you can find yourself.
