journaling, ex and wifey returned from their weeks vacation that they couldnt afford to go on, ex phoned me saturday night regards sons rugby match the following morning, the match unfortunately was to be on my home ground where my parents and family still live, I havent told my family son was playing there so not as to have any embarassment for son by them attending and carrying on with ex, anyhow, ex made it quite clear in a round about way that he didnt want to take son to this match, I told him as far as I was concerned nobody knew in my family so there wouldnt be any happenings, I asked if he thought it would be better if I went along, what I ACTUALLY meant was would it be better if I went along with him and son, he asked me to get my dad to pick me up and he would pick son up, no way no how, this is the reason I am not going to the matches because of how he wount give me a lift, then he asked if I could take son instead of him doing it. He was definately afraid to go to this match on sunday, turned out son didnt go anyway as he as gotten an headcold, but the feeling I got from the phone call was that ex was really afraid to go, he also sounded really down and sad to say he had just got back from holiday. I couldnt take son to the match as I had already made my plans and was out on the beer for the evening, had I known and next time it is over there I will take him, but not at the drop of an hat like ex expected. So on the sunday son asked me to find out the score, I had to text ex to do this as I dont have the coaches number, guess wot no reply, I think this is because I didnt jump to his demand and so he plays sillys by not replying to me. Son is ill and I told ex this, he as spoken to him once on msn and that is it, wot a tool. Also whilst ex was away his dear old aunt phoned me and during the conversation of ex having spent all his money and she doesnt think it will be long before they split, she told me this little ditty, that a year ago when it was ex's birthday his wifey booked him a weekend away, to the place he went on his stag night in Ireland, ex didnt want to go as he said he didnt like it, anyways they went and on the saturday night wifey rang dear auntie to say they were splitting up and that ex had already phoned her mum to tell her, then aunt said she heard ex shout in the background, its because she isnt fing interested now there is no fing money left, so folks that was over a year ago, wonder how much longer it can go on. I personally thought that ex would make more of an effort when I contacted him regards son, well he did the first couple of weeks but now it is back to how it was before they fell out, well I tried, pity he cant. take care folks and thanks for reading
