I had considered going to vball and then out somewhere after, but I feel like crap. My head is spinning. My appt. got changed to tomorrow, so hopefully, I will find something out. I feel like crying about it, but that does me no good. Think I'll get something REALLY easy to make for dinner. And maybe some ice cream.

I forgot to mention that yesterday since I knew H was going out, I didn't want to go home after work, but be elsewhere, ya know? And then go to my friend's house. (stopped by the library and posted.) Well, guess what. He called me at 6:15 and we talked about our days, etc. Then I got off the phone first, but I didn't want him to think that I wasn't recognizing his effort, so earlier in the day my work team went on a field trip to a chocolate factory. No, not related at all, but every quarter, they let us leave at 1 to go do something fun together. So, oc, I bought h some candy and myself a couple. Would you believe that I do NOT love chocolate? So, I put the little box on the counter where he would see it and wrote a note that said, "Hi Hubby, Thanks for the call this evening. Love, your Wife."

He came home earlier than usual. I overheard him say (I wasn't eavesdropping; he was in my car) that he wasn't going to stay out until 3/4 again! So he snuggled me a little and fell asleep. I could not fall asleep and went to the other room. I think I need to take something to help me sleep. I dunno-must be all the otc drugs I'm taking-several a day-Advil Sinus, aspirin, acetaminophen, caffeine, you name it. So, I'm all shaky and jumpy from the psuedophedrine.

Tonight I'm going to come up with 2 or 3 options of things to do tomorrow with h.

thanks for listening!
k