Newcomer, want to keep my hope alive!

[iwantittowork]

Well, tonight is first night in new place. I don't even have bed yet, but staying as furniture is due at 7am tomorrow.

D8 is staying at grammies house for the night, so she has a bed, then dropping her off at school in the am..

So, WAW is home now, but maybe I need to call her LBS or STBXW now, and it has really struck me today that she didn't even bother to call to ask how d8 was doing. Maybe I shouldn't have at least expected that, as who knows what goes on in her mind, but I would want to know how my daughter was the first day of moving out of the house..

d8 was amazingly good spirits as I brought her over to my new apartment, showed her her room and she played with me during the day and was in great spirits. She just amazes me how great a kid she is....

I cried on my way to group session today thinking about d8 and wondering why STBXW didn't even bother to call and ask how she was. I found myself also wondering after what STBXW was doing, and I so don't want to fall into the circular trap of wondering what she is doing all the time..