Hi Gang, I miss you. I would be writing more, but I've been busy, and some things didn't go as planned, blah, blah, blah, schwah, schwah, schwah. Tonight I should be able to write all of you.
I've been thinking about the last stuff that Sage said.
I feel like venting & I am feeling anxious. I know some positive feedback would help. Basically, H is going out tonight and Sat. night. I thought he would be out later last night but he was home at 7. I was planning on doing some of my own things (like go to the library, & pick up "The Bonds that Make Us Free," and post on the bb). But, he called me and said one of my dogs ran away. so I came home to wait for someone to call me to come get her. Someone dropped her off, then I asked H if I could buy him a beer while he accompanied me to get something to eat.
More details later-Just a couple "jokes" that he made (which I must remind myself were just that-JOKES), and the anxiety of him going out. I know I need to continue to pursue doing things on my own, AND saying first that I am going out on a Friday or Saturday.
