I find snot to be a real turn on!! ha ha...just kidding!!!
Hmmm...to the lemonade sitch.
That reminds me of a gripe...Why was it so hard for H to pick out a beer for me, when he can never decide what he wants to eat for dinner?? I feel like I make a majority of the decisions as to what we do/where we go... HOWEVER, upon many discussions over this, he says that he is easy going and that he "just wants to be with me." (what???) (this was ages ago) and that he wants to please me...
So, as Sage said, is he afraid I will be critical of his decisions/ideas? Or does he really NOT want to DIS-please me??? And wants me to be happy? If so, that makes him a pretty nice guy. But sometimes, I just want to be surprised or shown that he knows "what I like" or that he is thinking about me. Well, he does take excellent care of me in other ways.
I'm talking myself into appreciating him... oh, that sounds bad, like i have to make myself. how about, i am trying to turn a negative into a positive.
I came home and acted happy-go-lucky. That really seems to WORK with him!! we chatted and got into a little punching match. Why we keep getting into these physical things, i'm not sure. We don't hurt each other, and it's all in fun.
He left to go set up for his gig. I'm picking up MIL and going later.
goals: no obsessive thoughts-STOP act happy-go-lucky/be playful do some things to take care of me
think of what to do tomorrow for sweetest day. I asked what he wanted to do he said he didn't know. If I plan for hot ML, will he feel pressured? How about just warm ML? Or better yet, if I don't plan for it at all and it just HAPPENS!!!
