Just journaling...

Been working on these discovery documents that I received from her attorney. Hard stuff, in lots of ways.

Kiddos are riding the bus home to the house today and I'll have them for the next 2 nights. Yea!

Son has a basketball game tomorrow night and it'll be the first time I've seen his mom since she filed for divorce. Akward, to say the least.

Hard to imagine that she willingly gave up 50% of the time with our kids, destroyed a family, and just walked away.

50% of the time with our kids was taken away from me. I hate it.

She said when she left that she didn't hate me...and she's told me several times since then that she does hate me. She told me when she left that she wasn't a vindictive person...and she's shown me several times since then that she is. She said it was wrong to badmouth each other to the kids in situations like this...and she has badmouthed me a lot to our kids since then. She would be congenial to me at times since the separation...then the next time I saw her she acted like she hated me!?

Got a couple of weeks left to get these discovery documents done. My attorney already sent a response to her attorney, that she and I worked on, to W original petition. She'll probably get it early this week. Hate it that I gotta go through this, but I do.


"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.