I don't know how much longer I can stay

[Trixi]

Actually, has he had his thyroid checked? Before I got my thyroid corrected, I was depressed, had no libido, felt bad that I was "checked out" but didn't have any energy to do anything different. I felt lonely. It was all I could do to just go to work and then come home and make dinner. I stopped wanting to do anything with the kids, etc. It was awful. I knew there was something "wrong" with me and I went to the doctor several times telling them I felt like I had a thyroid problem. I was always at the high end of the "normal" range so they never prescribed anything. I gave up going to see them. I was resigned to have a horrible life. Finally, they narrowed the range and I went back to the doctor. By then, I was off the charts. In fact, the doctor ran the test twice because he couldn't believe the test results. His words "You're the walking dead."

Anyway, at that time, my H checked out because he thought I had abandoned him. Unfortunately, I had no control over my so called leaving. I wish that he would have sat me down and said "I love you. The wife I married has disappeared and I'm worried about your health. Can I go to the doctor with you? I won't rest until we find the solution." But instead, he created a married single life and now that my thyroid is fixed, I feel like I have been unfairly treated.