WAHHHHHH
I DON'T WANNA WAIT!!!

Sage, very good points about how I am going to have to make changes for much longer than I should have to, etc.

It helps me to know that others have BEEN THERE!!! It makes it sooooo much easier for me to bite my tongue now know that I can vent here & that there are others who are struggling just as much, if not moreso.

Thanks for visiting me today!!! I'm so glad. I was afraid of what I might do-give him the cold shoulder, ask him if he doesn't want to celebrate sweetest day, etc...???who knows what else i may have thought up...

I called him to let him know that I am eating dinner w/friend. Offered to take him some food home. I know gf doesn't want to be out late. I may stop at bookstore or library. That book H20 recommended sounds good. I have read parts of men are from venus, btw. I was very cheerful and he was at a friend's house and sounded like he was in a decent mood. I played off sleeping in the other room by saying that I had a lot of trouble sleeping. He doesn't need to know how mad I was. (180)

Hope you all have a good evening!