Hope and heartache

[ClingingToHope]

Another thing I'm starting to really dislike. I meet the kids when they get off the bus after school every day. I love this hour I get to spend with them. But I have to do it at my old house.

I hate being there now. It's no longer my home. I'd really rather the girls get dropped off at the apartment.

I won't say anything now and will suck it up for this school year. Who knows where W will be living next school year. She says she wants to sell the house -- and I won't stand in her way -- but it's going to take months to even get it on the market at the pace she's doing things over there.

I used to like noticing how little was happening -- proof I was a major contributor there -- but honestly now I just want to be comfortable and I'm not over there.