Hmmm...the local angle could make things uhh...interesting at time. It seems like the people I knew who grew up to become cops always knew they would become cops and their friends did too so it wasn't a big deal to them or their friends when they went to work in their small hometown (jnu). They like their jobs and are proud of what they do. I would talk to a few of them outside of work and ask what it's like.
The She and I talk more often because we have the kids to take care of but it's hard. Part of me doesn't like to talk because even when it's a good exchange, it's sad because it brings up emotions and memories. You've given it a good effort but you have do what's best for bluerain.
"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh
I guess that all of my customers knew me as kind of a stickler. So they probably wouldnt be that surprised.
I took a hilarious pic of one of the dogs today actually sitting down and licking a popsicle. He didnt inhale it, or chomp the whole thing stick and all, he just sat there and calmly licked it. I was going to send a copy to H, but I thought better of it. I just really dont want to have anything to do with him.
Which brings me to another event: I have been having this problem with one of my circut breakers, starting last night, it would not stay on. It ran the outlets in both bedrooms, and even with nothing plugged in, it wouldnt stay on. So, my dad saved the day again and we got it fixed. It really made me think, if H were still here, we would have not had working outlets for days, maybe even weeks, before he finally got all huffy about how expensive it was going to be to call an electrician.
It used to drive me batty how he would let things like that just sit. Im serious, a pipe burst once and we didnt have water for a whole week because he didnt want to call a plumber! So, its nice to not have to expect that hes going to disappoint me when I need him... if that makes sense to anyone.
I just talked to one of my girlfriends and we are going out tonight. I dont need to do physics homework, I need to troll for cuties!
Have a great rest-of-the weekend everyone!
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh
Eh, not so many cuties. I always feel so terrible after I go out, no wonder I dont do it often. I wasnt hung over, I dont ever drink that much, but I think that the cigarette smoke is what does me in. I did have fun though!
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
Karen, speaking of cuties, I have been talking to a guy that I have developed a huge school-girl type crush on! He said "hello sexy" today and it made me giggle like a 16 year old. Boy, I really need to get on with this D! Who knew, even 6 months ago that I would really feel this strongly about it!
I applied for another job today, after I finished the web-site application process, I had to call a recruiter, and they did a short interview. Its for Wells-Fargo, so it would be a nice transferrable company to get in with. This brings me up to 19 applications put out there! I have recently started to think pretty seriously about moving to the city to finish my degree. If I cant find a job here then it doesnt make much sense for me to stay. I can rent the house out, its in a great location, so it should be no problem.
I have this little fantasy where Ill just move out of the house, I love this house, so it probably wouldnt happen, but our heater has needed a new part, and he never replaced it, and I cant afford to. But, if I moved out and left the house empty, the heater would fail (like it does everyday) and the house would freeze. It would be sort of satisfying. I guess you shouldnt have abandoned it for your torrid A?!
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
Oh lordy, lordy. I was talking to my mom about what a hard time Im having with not being able to find work and she sent X a text message. She told him "She is having a really hard time financially right now, and its all your fault" So X sent me a message saying that I can have his PFD. And really, I dont want his PFD, I dont want to give him a chance to absolve ANY of his guilt I guess. But the truth is that I need it.
Im not upset that she did it, it was totally unprovoked by me. Im just really worried about what the heck Im going to do. I have been waiting for a certain job to be posted for about a month now, and it was posted today, while I was looking over the qualifications I realized that I was totally unqualified. So that lead to a sort of spiral... I really am starting to run out of options, I dont know exactly whats going to happen, but I keep applying, you would think that eventually somebody would hire me! I know felons who found work faster than this!
I do hope that she made him feel guilty! So Im feeling a little sad today, just worried I guess.
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
You've got a lot of things out there. Something will open soon.
"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh
Boy, I really need to get on with this D! Who knew, even 6 months ago that I would really feel this strongly about it!