Hi All,
How are you? I'm doing pretty well. H and I had a good weekend, but he is still sick. We went out to eat and watched movies. Sat. I worked for a few hours and Sunday I went to my mom's to see my nephews. I planned on cooking dinner later. H left a message on my cell phone, but I ended up calling him before listening to the message. He said he was going to have a couple beers w/his friend and that he would be home around 7/7:30. First I reacted, and said, "I'm on my way home..." but then I decided I needed to get that in check right away! (Mom only lives 1 mile away.) So, I got home and said hello and good-bye, and I was enthusiastic and told him to have a good time. Then I decided to go to church.

I was really glad I went. I saw a couple friends and the worship and praise felt really good. I went home and got back right after h. He asked where I went, and he acted surprised. He asked why i hadn't gone on other sundays. I kinda stammered and joked and said, what does it matter? & he said he wasn't trying to give me a hard time. Well, truth be told, I haven't been going b/c it's the only day H & I both have off so I usually spend the day w/him. (but I could have gone at noon when he was racing cars...excuses, excuses.) The eve. worship is contemporary which I prefer. We've been bike riding on Sundays.

More truth be told, I just haven't had the ba!!s to go somewhere w/o H when I could be spending time with him. **sigh** I'm trying to break this habit!! Made plans for tonight and so he asked if he needed to fend for himself for dinner. I said yes unless he wants to wait until 9:30. I also made plans for Wed., but haven't told him yet. These are the TWO whole days that I usually cook. but, if he doesn't make plans for tues. night, then I will cook dinner.


I was patient and joked around w/H a lot which WORKS!! He hasn't been as affectionate as I would like, but we did ML on Sunday, and this morn. so...i'm sure it will help when he feels better physically and things go better for us for a while emotionally.

I'm going for my ENG and audiogram tomorrow. I know it's going to be a long morning. I'm anxious about it. I mean, I'll be glad to find out what is wrong and hope for solutions, but I just hope it isn't anything serious! Oh, I just got a call and have to get ANOTHER test done-an MRV???

ttys!