Hey MJ I have had the flu and just not feeling well at all. I called in sick today too. I am feeling better, and now am just congested/headache/tired. Not too bad. They sent me home from work on Friday and I actually slept away friday, sat, and most of sunday. I just decided to not take any chance and am giving myself one more day. I would hate to spread whatever I have!
Anyways, I will have to catch up on what has been going on with you.
I am trying to get over the "loneliness"...I think I have been feeling for over a year now... I was talking to a friend last night who is going thru a similar break and she said this is the first time in her life that she has felt great about being on her own! and just being alone....
I can't really say the same....I didn't get married young...I had lived on my own and been without a man in my life or anyone for that matter several times in my life up till now....I got married bc I wanted to share my life with someone and be with them. I am happy with myself and don't feel the need to have a man in my life....I just miss my best friend...I miss my husband...
I like your idea of "enjoying ur home, reading, etc..." I need to feel some enjoyment from my home....and tiny as it is...its mine! I love that! I will try to implement that attitude this week. How are you doing with that????
I'm not sure I will get over that...It's something I am just getting used to as each day goes by. Nothing new has happened since my last entry. Things are status quo...and I haven't heard from exH...looks like he went back into his cave...
But I was expecting that....there was too much sudden clarity...know what I mean?
Anyways, going to go get some rest and will write later....
