Still not doing well. Work is keeping my mind off of everything. H text me and said do not take off of work because I am no longer his problem. I don't know what that means. Is he done? Is he talking out of anger or tiredness or sadness? I will just have to be patient again, but I am tired of being the one who is hurting and being hurt. I want to be the princess. I am tired of trying. I am looking forward to next week because I have 2 days off, but because of H coming home I can't go to TN like I was planning before he came home. He has ruined everything. I am just hurting so bad! I told H it is like my heart has been ripped open and I am slowly dying.
Back to work, at least it keeps my mind off of everything.
Me29 S3 H left 4/1/09 I file 8/2/10 Divorce final 5/17/11 1st http://www.tinyurl.com/25lhu52 2nd http://www.tinyurl.com/2c35ueg 3rd http://www.tinyurl.com/322yk89
