Cutters story

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I really do not understand the mind of the WAS. My mom just got this email. This just confuses me. I am trying to advise my MOM on how to deal with this. My Mom really gave it to her last week. To me it seems like she is trying to send me a message saying. Hey look your being stupid. I am stronger than you. I do not need you. Do you see that. You better talk to me so I can drag you back into this mess. I am not getting any EN's from you at all. I advised my MOM to let her message go to voicemail and if WAS does talk to her to keep the conversation light and not at all about me or our relationship and to end it quickly. I think the push from WAS is really going to start now to see if she can push my buttons and boundries. Opinion please.

Here is the message.

Hi Mom,

I wanted to send you this note before I speak to you today. I'm glad we talked last weekend, and I apologize for not reaching out to you sooner. I know that wasn't the right thing to do, and the only explanation I have is that it was a difficult conversation that I had no idea how to begin. Cutter's decision to cut off all communication with me made this more difficult. At this point, it still seems these conversations only make things more difficult.

I apologize for the pain and disappointment you and Dad are feeling. I know that my decision affects several other people besides Cutter and I; and though I regret that I have caused this, I don't regret my decision. It is difficult, but one that I am trying to manage to the best of my ability. Though I understand this is not the way you see it, I do still care about Cutter and will always feel this way. Those same feelings will always exist toward you and Dad. At this point, I can't imagine if we will have any kind of relationship, or what that relationship may be. I believe only time will tell.

Sincerely,
WAS