Her answer is consistent. "I need some space and separateness.
Take it to heart then. Find a way. What do you really need to work - internet connection, phone? Get out of the house, it also is mysterious, shows you are listening and will help you lead.
Take off after lunch today, go work at Starbucks, the library, make it good for you.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.