You been reading my mind again lol! Your post is so spot on its scary! Exactly that detachment has set in good and proper, havent contacted him since he left saturday, and dont intend to, not turning my msn on so he cant just pick me up so to speak.
Its got to be 50/50 not having him back for the following reasons:
1. No one else wants him 2. Hes lonely 3. Its his house he can stay here 4. He thinks that teddy boy can rule ok round here 5. I only have eyes for him 6. Hes got no where to go for xmas (see Im think ahead) lol
No I have to be wanted and loved for who I am now and Im not taking any less. I deserve so much more than all the crappy games he has played. I agree my changes have been for me and ok some of them would certainly benefit H if he returned but they wernt done for him, so I suppose you could be right Nell in their fog they dont see them.
Been out for coffee with my friend and her little girl this morning yummy carrot cake and good conversation, in fact turned it around to a girls night out in a few weeks time she needs to be a woman for a night not a mum of three bless her. Anyway chores to be done now so will mooch around board later.
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
