Thanks guys! Last night went ok. I worked late and went to the grocery store to fetch dinner. H went home at 3 b/c he is sick. (He usually works until 7 on Mondays). So, I cooked dinner-he always comes into the kitchen to talk/help while I cook, and I told him (as I have before) "you don't have to be in here, go chill if you want." and he said that he was fine. No R talk, I did pray but I am having a REALLY hard time concentrating-it helps me to write my prayers, so maybe i'll get back to that. What else-I was nice, not too clingy, asked him if he needed anything, etc., and we had ice cream.
This morn. I left late b/c I had a C appt. He slept on the couch off and on b/c of feeling ill. Instead of sitting on the couch, which I normally would do to be near him, I sat at the dining room table. He came over and pulled up a chair!
We have already discussed what we are doing this week, so I'm not so sure about creating a mystery. I'm hangin' with my friend Wed and was thinking about telling him to fend for himself for dinner. (I usually cook after his band practice.) thur. I have volleyball. he hasn't said anything about this weekend yet. I kinda want to be the one to say I'm going out, but I also want him to myself for a whole weekend.
Yes, my moods seem to be dependent on how H treats me. I need to feel Ok no matter what!
