K, I went to see my preacher today and he says that even when we feel far away from God, he will still be there for you, but you NEED to renew your relationship with him, this is far more important than with our Ss.
I took the zoloff, like I said for six weeks then stopped, now I take nothing, heck who needs pills when there is beer? lol. This is something else I need to calm down on.
I will tell you one thing though that I think is anti-DB. My preacher says that when we push our Ss in this situation who cares. We love our spouses unconditionally and it is only right to fight for our marriages, because God does not want families split up. This is all the work of Satan, because it is his plan to break up families even from the time we all said I do. But, remember God is always one step in front of Satan and He WILL help us as long as we are faithful in our relationships with Him.
K, you have been very helpful to me and love hearing from you! Stick to your goals and maybe try something else like doing things without telling H, be mysterious, this I hear also works. Just hang in there and reply soon! Remember I will be here for you. Mark "...last thing I needed, first thing this morning, was to have you walk out on me." -Willie Nelson
