Thought I'd update. The wife has stopped begging to come home. She has said that while she still wants to come home, she isn't going to beg any more. She said if she comes home, she would like a clean slate and would like the opportunity to work on us together. I'm at point where I don't know what to do. Half of me wants to work on us and the other half says screw it. It has been so long and there has been so much hurt, deceit and betrayal.
So, why am I still considering this? Why has the decision fallen to me? How could I ever trust her again? So much to think about. Meanwhile I've started letting this consume too much of my time and thoughts. I'm leaning towards the dating option--that is seeing if she wants to date and see how it goes from there.
M-41 ex-W-40 Together--17 years SS-20 D-14 Bomb--2 Feb 09 WAW--6 Feb 09 Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!! ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!! Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!
