We all have days or moments like this. As time goes on they do get less painful. Take ownership of your small part, but not any more. No matter what, I truly believe we could not have prevented the MLC. It is what these guys have to experience and go through.
I use to really want my ex back, now what I really want is just a small acknowlegement of the damage he has done. I probably won't get this, I know. I will make it no matter what. It just would be nice.
Don't think about the holidays quite so soon. You don't know what is around the corner.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
