Trust me, it isn't easy for me. I've struggled and struggled not to show my true feelings. I sense she is confussed.
Of course, she has a cold too.
We interpret things the way we want to. I could be down and say that she said nothing positive, didn't want to stay when offered, etc...
However, she was polite...almost like she was feeling bad. She didn't mention divorce (though again, no reason to, she gave me the date of Wed this week to have my paperwork done, and it is). She also didn't ignore me.
Am I being a dreamer? Am I being too hopeful? Doesn't matter, I feel good for now and will enjoy my night and sleep well, and for now, that is a progress.
