For me that was the biggest torture of all. however we all deal with things in a different way. I've chosen to move on completely. It wasn't an easy decision just like I'm sure your decision to keep standing for your XH was.
The important thing is that we both know what we want from our lives. Not so sure our Xs do though.
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
