Thanks. I'm feeling better about it. I'm the one with the lack of control of money problem. In a way he doesn't trust me. Right now, the real prob. is that he is not real involved with my life due to our sitch.
I'm still feeling contempt right now, like how the h#ll am I going to "fix" this?? I want his help, but know that is not an option. He has been more affectionate which is some kind of a positive. I just feel like we don't communicate about stuff. He's tired of talking. I want to be happy, he needs space, etc., etc.
He said he would help me with my finances (getting them under control) He does give me money sometimes for groceries/lunch etc. when I ask.
He just has major WALLS around him, and it hurts me so bad. I want him to be able to talk to me...
this sucks! I feel stuck. I feel like WA, but I know I would regret that deeply. Like Optimist said, I want it all and I want it now. this is going to be a long haul. Right now I don't feel like I can cope. What to do??
