That sounds like a very good day. You handled it very, very well.
It's not easy, especially at first. But you have to fake it til you make it.
And, yes, I would be surprised if your W did not have some strong feelings on her drive from your house. But, as you realize, that's not the point.
And, it is completely OK to have that emotional time alone. Get it out, then clear your head. Then go have fun with your kids. Maybe run to the store and get seom things to make smores with. Build a fire with the extra leaves and make them.
I can tell you there is probably nothing better than your W seeing you play with your kids. Keep that up. From what I have learned here, that is a big one for our W's.
I will pray for you. You ARE doing the right thing. Just know that for now.
