This is very difficult, but I accomplished something today that is out of character with me. I was a friend to her. I showed compassion, but nothing more. I didn't talk about the R at all. I was happy in front of her.
You are doing great. You are certainly stronger than I. Lately I've been avoiding her as much as possible because I haven't been able to hold up the facade. I guess I'm not giving her much to miss. The being "up" part has been my biggest downfall by far.
Sorry about divorce mediation.
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6
