Last resort technique, what to say?

[brknheart]

Well, today was first time ive seen her in about week and a half. She stopped by the house to pickup some things, she had a friend with her. I was calm, went about the project I was working on. She asked me how I was doing, I said good. I told her how my week was and ask her how hers was. She notice a couple of projects I did around the house and said the yard looks nice. She didnt stay very long, maybe 10-15min. It was easier for me than I expected. I tried to be as upbeat as I could, even laughed at something that was said. Of course I didnt say "i love you" or miss you, but she should know that I still do. Part of me feels that I lost her forever, the other part hopes that she sees that Ive changed. You see things in the movies and books on how a guy goes after the girl and wins her back. Sometimes it feels like im doing the wrong thing, but the movies never happen in real life I guess.