Yes, Talitsa,
I do have a lot of anxiety. And i make mountains out of molehills. Like earlier, I was thinking, "what if he NEVER spends time with me? I don't want a husband who is never around. and what happens when (if) we have kids, etc., etc."

My mind goes way out of whack! any suggestions on how to chill out?

I am working on getting a life, but I'm always home by 9 during the week, and sometimes 11 on the weekend. Then i feel anxious when he doesn't get home for hours later.

I'm sure he would really appreciate if I would just be his friend (friends that have sex!!).

Thanks! I'll right to you guys tomorrow. I'm being sneaky now.
Oh, btw, we did not go for a bike ride w/friend, but went to lunch and took a nap. Now we are each doing some of our own things-i walked the dogs for a while, and he's making some beer. I think I am going to make a nice dinner tonight. and just chill...

thanks!