My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations)

[hoosiermama]

There are whole stretches of time when everything seems just absurd, when my life seems like a poorly written novel, when I feel not just invisible but truly wonder if this is some altered state of being I'll wake from someday and find my life is more the way I remember it. How did it take me 53 years to lose all connection? No emails for 5 days (no one needs my advice), no facebook replies for...weeks, no phone calls for well over a week. I see people at work--when they need me professionally. I've stopped contacting friends because it just hurts to consistently get the message that their lives are too full and too busy to take time for a cup of coffee with me. When does life begin again?