Thanks for the words of encouragement. I guess at this period of tough time for me, these are really important for me to stay strong and keep cool about myself.
I have taken the day off tomorrow to bring the kids out and he remembered the kids requesting for his time last week and he is going with us. I am not sure how I should react/behave for tomorrow. I just don't feel like talking to him but in front of the kids, I have to act that I am not angry, its really so not me and so tough.
At times, I will have the thoughts that even if he tried his best to make up things with me, he might be still with the OP, isn't this possible? He might be just trying to gain the respect from the kids only but continue to have good of both world. I even think that he might even have a family out there which he is unable to let go.
I hope I can compose well tomorrow without showing my anger on him.
Btw, I bought 2 sets of sexy pyjamas today and I wore it to sleep, not sure he saw it but he just went straight to his room to sleep. Even my elder daughter noticed the difference but didn't hear any from him. I just want him to know that I can change and be calm from now onwards, not a doormat as previous.
