well, I really didn't have anything else to do tonight, so I came home. H is 30 miles away, so he probably won't get home til really late. 2/3ish??
I think next week I will ask a couple girls to go out. Turns out another friend i work with broke up w/her bf and she said she is ready to go out anytime. yay! more friends! ok, so i really have to muster up some guts to do this!!!
tonight h called my cell phone and asked what i was doing tonight. i told him, friend's house, then maybe to a bar w/another girl. other girl never called me.(not surprised.) I didn't spend much time w/him when I got home and got in the shower and got ready. I was lookin' good!! we hugged goodbye and he had this look in his eye...he grabbed my butt which isn't too uncommon, but maybe he was thinking about it!! he kinda looked sad/dissappointed??? Maybe he is missing me!!!
Hard thing for me on the weekends is that i "expect" to ML, and he can sense that and backs off. If i can just be cool, and let it happen naturally, it will!
