Sandi, you are right. Remember, she does go to her apartment for 1 week at a time. That provides a little opportuntiy to go dim.

I did beat myself up last night. The only positive was that I recognized what I did (but only in a reactive manner.) I got caught up in the heat of the moment with the children. Today is a new day and a new day to GAL and be with the kids. Its sunny outside, so I hope that portends a good day.

Off to Church.

ME 41, Her 41
M 18.5 years
T 19.5 years
s - 12, 10
Bomb 7/12/09
Inhouse Seperation 7/13/09 - 10/1/09
She moved out 10/1/09 - present