Is this the end of my marriage?

[P17]

Just a vent just now to get this off my chest.

I am just out of the shower where I do most of my thinking and I was reminded of two things.

The first was that only a few weeks ago my W told me that she'd have to change her driving licence into her married name, the hassle it takes to do it and the cost of it. We have been married for 3.5 years and it's been in her maiden name since then, so why the hurry to do it now? That was about 3 hours after she told me we had no future (surprisingly when I think back to that 'no future' conversation, the D word was never mentioned ... anyway)

The second was in the DR book - don't believe anything they say and only 50% of what they do.

Those two seem to balance up nicely.

Having a really bad day today. I'm back to the way I was at the start of this - not eating, can't sleep, every dream I have when I do sleep is about her (some nice some not so nice) and she is constantly on my mind. I have tried using the thought stopping but it's only having partial success as there are few thoughts that pop into my mind as my mind is constantly thinking of her.

Anyway, I know I will have good and bad days / weeks. I hope to be better tomorrow.