My sister phone me late this afternoon from the UK. Says that she thinks its about time I gave in and got some medication to give me the chemical lift that I so evidently need! Thanks Sis - I was doing OK up until that point. Her voice was patient and her words were so evidently carefully chosen - I could hear the deliberation over every word before she spoke it. Bottom line was her message "get over him, look after yourself, move on, stop pining .... " Oh, why is it that even your loved ones can't understand?
I'm so desperate to contact H today. I just want to scream at him "I MISS YOU - COME HOME - I LOVE YOU - WE CAN WORK THIS OUT" but I know that I have to hang on in there and wait this out .... and wait ... and wait ... and wait.
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
