Thanks for the reply and encouragement which I needed most now. No, he didn't say he has done with the OWs but I am sure this OW should be someone he already knew quite a while already, because he was prepared to give the family up for her. He is a man with no guts so unless he is very sure about it.
Maybe he is really remorseful and confused about the damaged he has done to the family and he has been trying very hard to repent but at this moment, the anger and hurt are still deeply in me which I don't think can easily get over it. I am seeing the Individual counsellor on 20 Nov and hopefully she will be able to change my thinking. For now till then, I just want to make myself happy and telling myself that I must be strong for my kids.
While I doing this, I went ahead to go for my medical checkup, just to make sure I am HIV or VD free and getting a "Will" with the lawyer. I want to ensure that my kids are well protected even if I die.
Can anyone tell me if such traumatic thing could happen again if I can really forgive him? How can I ever believe what he is saying and doing in future?
