Last night, we made a nice dinner and had a nice time. When we went to bed, she rolled over and said how much she has missed me and we ML for the first time since the bomb. I expected a pullback today and that is exactly what happened. It felt great to be her H again but the pull back is hard. I can tell she is really conflicted and I wish there was something I could do to help her make the right choices but I know that I can't. It really is confusing and painful right now.
