JCJ - sorry I haven't been over to visit you in a long while. I didn't really have much to add as I have been in such a funk - not that I have much to offer now but I wanted to catch up a bit on where you were at.
I'm sorry that for all your efforts, you have decided to go through and prepare all the paperwork. I do think that it must be right for you though as you would not have done so otherwise. You are a shrewd operator and you have evidently given it much thought - to have taken this action, you have put so much in and decided that now, enough is enough. It must still hurt though - I know that the love does not just disappear overnight.
You have been GAL'ing and working things out for yourself and Maple and I agree that now it's time for JCJ - you have so much more ahead of you ... I just know it!
I'm guessing that you are starting to get excited for your trip and I hope that you will see it as the path to your new future - Good Luck with it all JCJ - I wish you such a lot of happiness and may you find love which will fill all of the holes that have been left in your perfectly good heart.
As a by-the-by, I have found a fencing class fairly close to home and was thinking about it - you seemed to really enjoy it, didn't you? Would you recommend it?
(((JCJ)))
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
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