thanks for the replies. I went fishing today with a group of people. It was fun, but guess what was on my mind. Their were other married couples there, some with kids. I want to do these things to have fun and get my mind off of my W, but its not working. Very frustrating. I cant even watch TV without thinking about her sitting next to me. I felt like I was getting better the past week, then yesterday I started wanting my life back and im at square one again. I dont mean to sound like a whiner, this is very difficult for me, as it is others. What makes it worse is the fact I havent seen her in over a week, and we only talked for 3 min earlier in the week. Makes me wonder if she even has a hint of care for me.


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M-11y

D talk-7/28/09
W Moved out-9/01/09
W wants D-9/22/09
W doesnt want D-12/1/09
W Moved in/I Moved out-12/21/09
W wants D-1/19/10
D Final-04/15/10