My self-esteem is pretty battered. Db'd like a mofo, got stronger in many ways, and did hope I'd get a second chance. I don't. So, it rocked me hard. My confidence has taken a big hit...I want to get back up and push on.
-I'm in really good shape now (riding has been a Godsend for me) -I take pride in how I look now more than ever -tell me about this book please -I'm better with my little kids now more than ever -never did this while I was married. Now that she's divorcing me...well, I've been out of the game for a long time -I've been doing this and it makes me feel good -I've been doing this too, again, it makes me feel good -I enjoy playing with the kids and their friends too -this is something that's easier said than done, but it's something I have to start doing more of...just don't know how -see above -hard for me, right now, to wrap my head around this; I know there are a lot of nice looking women out there... -it's like battlefield promises and prayers, and I'm more in touch with my spirituality too
I don't feel like my life is over, but it's sure F'd up right now. We're getting divorced, and it doesn't feel it'll be fine on down the line.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
