Hi all, Just a few notes since my visit in December. I've been kick out of the house, over an argument, nothing physical, have gone to court to dissolve the restraining order, I can go to the family home, but cant sleep over. I think she’s moving on with new man in her life, I’m dating the same woman "BUT NOT HAPPY" I want to win my wife back but have no idea how to do it, I feel that its too late,and so as my therapist, we are going for mediation on the 27th, and have a court date on Dec 2nd. From the bits of information I’m getting she spends at least one night over the new boyfriends house, (only when my daughter is not home)We have had some warm moments this past week, my sons Bday, and preparing some paper work that needed our mutual attention, I canot read how she feels about getting back, she tells me its too late,Ive moved on, but some times she calls crying telling me its all my fault, and keeps giving me diggs about the girl friend. The bottom line is I’m depressed, lonely, confused and LOST. Don’t know if I should get an apartment, live with mom for the next two months, or just MOVE ON. Today is one of those days, I feel like jumping over a bridge, I feel lonely, sad, depressed, and wish I could just ended it all.This is the only place that I feel some sence of hope and understanding, I feel deep down with all the help ive received from you all, I might win her back, but I just feel like given up. PLEASE HELP
